hmm.
juz reach home ba.
met june at 2 at serangoon.
took 147 to queensway.
while on our way to queensway.
june called meng is he in his office.
coz his office near there.
but den hor.
he ask us not to go queensway.
ask us to go town instead.
he meeting faizal there.
ok lor.
we went town lor.
den june went to find her shoe.
found.
but.
dun haf her size.
=(
din buy lor.
den we walked here walked there.
we went to see mp3 wor.
june like the creative de.
zen muvo v200.
the 1 gan jiong using.
actually i oso quite like tat one.
its small.
easier to bring ard lah.
den oso got usb port.
can save info oso.
hmm.
1gb $279.
den june de friend.
well he is oso my friend ba.
juz tat not tat familar wif him.
haha.
he's james.
can gif discount.
$249.
den meng de friend oso dunno working at where de.
can gif discount oso.
haha.
see which side cheaper den buy lah.
well.
im broke once again.
haha.
den aft all those shopping.
we went to bishan.
kfc for dinner.
den went to band.
wah.
tired.
and wat simon sae is so chim lor.
all music theory.
omg.
ya.
but i will try my best to understand wat is he talking abt.
haha.
den aft band.
went to bishan again.
cartel for supper.
haha.
june and mi bought the cake there but sit at mac and eat.
coz the rest of them dun wana go cartel.
den we sit there.
talk awhile.
den go off ard 11.
yuppie~
den in the afternoon.
dee called mi.
asked mi i can work on fri earlier or not.
i asked y lah.
den she sae coz juz took a outdoor party.
80 kids!!!
omg!!!
so mi and dee will conduct.
den she sae serene onli wana gif us 1 topcat.
wth!
where got enough sia.
she is requesting for 2 topcats lah.
but dunno she will gif or not leh.
den dee oso asked mi i can tml or not.
i sae no.
haha.
im going to queensway wif june to see her shoes.
yup.
so tis week i off 2 daes sia.
den sat im working.
ya.
i mean working in the afternoon.
conducting parties.
argh!
tat lijie took off.
cannot find attachment star!
den i hafta work.
hai.
cannot go band.
but i wana go band leh.
well coz im a good ger.
LOL!!!
hmm.
hai.
sometimes.
or rather most of the times i reallie wonder.
y am i working so hard?
y i wana work everydae?
to earn money right.
so tat i can spend on things tat i like right.
but.
i doubt u noe tat im not holding on to my own salary.
my mother is holding onto my money.
so no matter how lot i earn for tat month.
i still cant buy things for myself.
so everytime i went shopping.
actually i like tat stuff de.
but sometimes i din reallie show tat i liked tat stuff.
coz i reallie got no money to buy.
ya.
i noe.
i understand.
im not born in a beri good family background.
my mother kept my money is for future use.
bla.
bla.
bla.
but.
i think.
and think.
and think.
i think im sensible and old enough to think for my future le ba.
and i think im oso sensible enough to noe wat to spend on.
and wat not to spend on.
u are a teenager.
im oso a teenager.
u are working.
im oso working.
u can spend on stuffs tat u like.
but y cant i?!?!
argh!!!
coz of my family background?!
i juz wana be normal despite of my family!!!
i reallie dun wan my teenage life to be so miserable!!!
wat i wan is juz a happy teenage life.
i reallie dun wish tat.
in the future when i grow up and think back.
'y is my teenage life so miserable?'
will i reallie ask myself this qns in the future?
hai.
hai.
hai.
sob.
sob.
sob.